Give me a goddamned job. A pointless rant.
My 3.6 Cum Laude BA in Art is a fucking joke.
My bigass sculptures are nothing but an eyesore at the moment knowing I have to move them.
I am not good enough for Costco, the stables, or Tenneco/Walker.
My own Alma Mater hasn’t gotten back with me about a job.
I work hard, for hardly anything, and do not complain. I am reliable and loyal. I am physically able. I am semi-smart. People tell me I am talented, but won’t give me a goddamned dollar for my efforts. I want to work. I WANT to sweat and get dirty and clean shit and fix fence and haul hay and you GUYS WON’T FUCKING HIRE ME. Gawd help me. I am just going to jump into a field and start stacking hay for the Mennonites in exchange for food. Fuck it.
Baaah
I had to go around to different rooms and try to round up my friends from England. It felt like the beginning of a “2” video game where you have to round up the original crew.
And Van’s mom taught English. I knew there was a reason they all are so proper. :)
Counting down my last days at College.

I feel like this.
But then I think this:


No more school assignments!
But then I realize I have to get a shitty job:

And then I am back to this:

Want to put my tender heart it in a blender. Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Probably the best band ever. Ok maybe not but close.
WHEN I’M REALLY DRUNK AND I TRY TO DANCE
thatdisneygif:
what I think I look like:

what I really look like:
